Antisocial - Heidi Cullinan
"Does that mean I’m going to end up alone? Does that mean I’m supposed to be alone?”
He shut his eyes again, a tear escaping down his cheek as heaviness settled on his heart.
“I just want to find a way to be with you that doesn’t hurt you. Because I didn’t realize it until Unc asked. No, no one’s ever given me what I wanted.”
He opened his eyes, turning his head to look at the space beside him, where Xander should have been. “Until you. You give me what I want without my ever asking for it—and almost always without giving you anything in return.”
He placed a trembling hand on the stone bench, which was cool, despite the heat. “But what if I can’t give you what you want from me""